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I always do this. I download stuff and then when I look at it months later, I have no idea where I got it. *hands*

So anyway, found this mix/soundtrack on my computer at work and it's been saving my life for the past couple of days.

no such things as cowboys


Ring any bells? [livejournal.com profile] blincolin? I'm always snagging your mixes, so I think it must be yours.

Fucking brilliant. So much love.

ETA: YAY! FOUND IT! It WAS [livejournal.com profile] blincolin! Seriously, check it out. It will change your life. <3
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Went to visit my sister and my four little nieces with my mother yesterday for the first time in a couple of months. They played me into the ground, y'all.

"Do you really have to go?" one little one asked me as we were saying our goodbyes.

I made a sad face and told her that we did.

"It's okay," she whispered in my ear, her little arms wrapped so tightly around my neck, "we love you even when you're gone."
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Not what I'm supposed to be writing. Not beta'd, cause I really couldn't give a shit. I did remember to spell-check it though. ;)

Wrong way home
girl!Sam/Dean; R; 953 words

His sister is different. )


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First, it took me three freaking years to change my layout. Yes, I've had the same layout since I got my lj. BUT! Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] superwicked, that has all changed! Thank you, PIC, I LOVE IT!! It has polka dots, what's not to love?!?!

And then, (and yes, I know I'm the last person on earth to get it) I finally figured out that little brother of Starcrossed = little brother of True Blood. *epic facepalm*

Does it make me a very bad person that I think wanting Sam/Tommy is totally legit now?
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And want a kitty even more! *loves*
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Title: Sons o' Desolation
Author: [livejournal.com profile] joans23
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] 07nathalie
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 21,675
Warnings/Spoilers: Character death.
Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang
Summary: He was born on the frontier, raised on the trail, a man molded to his saddle and by his gun. Lawman, gunfighter, outlaw, call him what you will - Dean Winchester was all and none of these. The trail for his father's killer grown cold, Dean rode into the small town of Bond, Kansas. He came looking for work, something to see him through the coming winter before he could continue on his quest for justice. The moment he crossed paths with the young preacher however, he knew he'd found more than he bargained for.

Part One Part Two Art Post PDF

Sons o' Desolation (Soundtrack, Author Notes and Thanks) )
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So my sister has this new boyfriend. She had a date on Tuesday, so I went to the gym by myself. On Thursday our instructor was teasing her about it, but turned the tables on me when I let slip a little chuckle.

"Does she have a boyfriend?" he asked my sister. When my sister told him no, I didn't, he said he knew it. Seems he had me pegged the first day we walked in. Apparently I'm too finicky, too full of shit.

At first I was all like, yeah, yeah, laugh it up old man. Now I'm thinking maybe there's something to this. I mean, obviously he was right. I am full of shit. But I'm somehow giving off that vibe? What?! That's why no one will look at me twice? So, this begs the question... How do I NOT do that?! Oh poop.


Also, it seems the people who moved out across the street left their cat behind. On the one hand, I want to smash their heads in, cause WTF?! On the other, if I play my cards right, I might soon be the proud owner of a kitten! *hopes*
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Title: Can't Feel Nothing
Author: [livejournal.com profile] joans23
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Words: 3,580
Summary: Sam is back from the pit and finding it very hard to control his feelings for his brother.
Notes: Title from my newest obsession, Lissie. Thank you so much for the beta, [livejournal.com profile] blincolin! I appreciate it so very much (as I'm sure does [livejournal.com profile] kkgee, for giving her a break at having to deal with my shit. She's got bday fic to write, after all. *wink-wink*). Brought to you by the colour purple. ;)


Don't you see? It's not like before. I've been worn too thin, there's nothing left to hide behind. )

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Been indulging in the most delightful Brad/Nate fic over at [livejournal.com profile] combat_jack the whole day and it's fucking fabulous. God, I love them so much it aches.

There's this thing starting again one of these days. [livejournal.com profile] kamikazeremix, oh, how you slay me! Nevermind that I promised myself no more challenges, I just don't know if I can do it. I've done, what, three remixes now? And I still don't think I really get it. Feels like I'm just not doing it right. The first one was a scene by scene rewrite with a POV shift, the second, basically the same. The last one I kinda felt like I got something working, but I just don't know. I probably will sign up again and fuck some poor unsuspecting author's work up completely. Again. Such a sucker for goddamn punishment. *hands*

Now I'm gonna pop in the first disc of my brand spanking new Band of Brothers and pretend that Monday isn't just a few hours away.
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Ah hell, I'm in love (again). Meet my new obsession.



Now tell me she isn't completely and utterly awesome. I dare ya. I kinda want to do the bass player too.

Versoeke

Jul. 18th, 2010 09:33 pm
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Hierdie is [livejournal.com profile] superwicked se plekkie om timestamps, deleted scenes, of wat sy ookal wil hê van In die oestyd van ons liefde te versoek.

<3
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Title: The Widow Tree
Author: [livejournal.com profile] joans23
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Words: 5,348
Summary: Dean's feelings for his brother get the better of him just as a cursed town needs a sacrifice.
Notes:The mood for some non-AU Sam/Dean suddenly took hold of me, and then this came about pretty quickly. Feels like I haven't posted anything in ages and ages! Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] kkgee for beta-ing this in a couple of hours, you are beyond amazing!! The idea of the Tree borrowed from Guy Gavriel Kay, no clever title this time. ;) In the ongoing battle of me vs summaries, you almost got: Dean kisses Sam and then hangs in a tree for 3 days. Oi vei.


Dean Winchester is in love with his brother. )

love

Jun. 25th, 2010 06:06 pm
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I was browsing through my saved music vids this morning, and came across this one from Sigur Ros.



Then I read this awesome little fic by [livejournal.com profile] crackedbuthappy and I was smiling and crying all at once.

Y'all got some purple rhinos. I hope you enjoy receiving them as much as I did sending them. <3
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Sia's new album is out and saw the vid for her first single today. IT IS ADORABLE! It makes me smile and smile and smileeeee! Hee!

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You know what I love about procrastinating?

Crafty projects! )
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OMG. Oh. Oh my. Oh my God.

First block of chocolate in two weeks.

*cue spontaneous orgasm*