You don't have to love me, just pretend

List of fic posted
( No rhyme or reason )

Title: Tokyo Nights
Author: joans23
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Words: 5,793
Summary: Porn. Okay, no. Jared knows that flying all over the world to promote yourself is part of the business, but it doesn't mean he has to like it. One night in Tokyo, a hooker named Jensen and a favor from Chad later, he's ready to give it all up. But seriously? Porn.
Notes: I hate writing porn. I can't write porn. I know and accept this. So why on earth I gave in to this plotbunny is anyone's guess. I'm so very sorry. Also, it's hooker fic. Again. I think I may have a problem. ;P BIG BIG thanks to superwicked for some great advice and to blincolin and kkgee for life saving betas when they were both actually too busy for my shit. THEY ARE THE BEST EVER AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH IT HURTSSSS. Title and cut (and inspiration) by the Bee Gees (shut up, Blinco). If anyone recognizes the sex from one of the hottest porns I've ever had the privilege to illegally download ... deal. ;) Written for spn_t00bs.

( I came for the moment and stayed till the end. )

He drew all eyes to him the moment he walked into the store. Tall, mid-thirties, dangerously handsome. The set of his face was stern, the harsh line of his mouth almost cruel. My first thought was here's a man that's forgotten how to smile. He's known sorrow, pain even.

Then she slipped her hand into his, the plain, dark haired girl at his side. Her eyes still nailed to the ground, she whispered something; low and secret, for his ears only.

Something tender happened to his eyes when he looked over at her, that smile that seemed utterly impossible only moments ago spreading wide across his face.

Just for her.

I ached for that kind of love.

What started with a simple question from superwicked about how to create pdf's ended up with me being all self-righteous and making one of last year's big bang. Catching snippets of it as I checked the file made me cringe. Oh God. Anyway, have at it if you wanna.

What Heaven Will Allow.PDF

I've been having a recurring dream every morning just before I wake up for days now. It's not a nightmare, I think, just annoying. I keep waking up going, Ah man, not again! You've got to be kidding me! and then forgetting all about it. o.O

Brinny wrote me the best J2 that just made my day yesterday. So good!! *happy sigh*

Why am I mainlining season 1 of Fringe when I've got bad porn to edit??

Got half a foot out the door (YAY for a trip to the hardware store!), but this looks mmmm, interesting.


If you could make me write anything for spn_j2_bigbang, what would it be?


Later, chicas! <3

ETA: OMG, I JUST HAD THE PERFECT DAY!!!!!!!! *is happy*

I think it's the 5th for you already, so ....

Title: Made to be broken
Author: joans23
Genre: Gen Kill AU
Pairing: Brad/Nate
Rating: PG
Words: 1K
Summary: Being part of the heavenly host is all that it's cracked up to be.
Notes: Fuck, I hate summaries. My first attempt at Gen Kill fic. I'm so nervous I could puke. Big, big, HUGE thanks to my beta, oxoniensis for being so lovely and generous! Title and cut from the Goo Goo Dolls, because I can.

( I'd give up forever to touch you )

Title: Even Heroes Bleed
Author: joans23
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Words: ± 8,000
Warnings: Underage (Sam is 14)
Summary: Sam's been hiding his feelings from his brother, but he's not the only one keeping secrets.
Notes: This is the superhero!Dean story that's been eating my brain for a while now. It turned out quite differently from what I originally envisioned, just don't ask me how-where-why. The biggest thanks ever to my most gratious betas, blincolin and kkgee. Thank you so much for sharing your talent and time - I can never tell you how very much it means to me! *hugs* Written mostly during mini_nanowrimo, and finished in time for spn_t00bs. Title and cut from Five for Fighting.

( You can all sleep sound tonight. )

If there's one thing I hate more than Christmas, it's New Years.

Bah Humbug Squared.